dont judge the book by it's cover,,,,

when I was young I used to have diaries that I will write of my personal thought
not my daily activities ....
but how or what are my views on certain perspective of life on certain situation ....
diary seems very personal to me but then I realize ....some things are meant to be shared....
over the years I am unsure of myself
people always thought I love partying  or seem very sociable but honestly I am very introvert and will get tired socializing with people .... I use up a lot of energy to try to be interactive ...
then i realize some of you might feel the same
well all of us who fell this way actually we are 'outgoing introvert person '
which mean a person who sound very lively or only outspoken to people we are comfortable with
but when it comes to stranger or big party or gathering we will be standing in a corner not wanting to be the center of attention....
I rather go to a party if i am going with someone I am familiar with....

here are more detailed what it mean by outgoing introvert  and I am not making things up

http://www.puckermob.com/lifestyle/8-signs-you-may-be-an-outgoing-introvert

working in sales seem contradictory to say this ....
but sales is a personal  one to one or even one to a few people....so is still in my comfort level....
I may not be able to stand in the stage to do a talk ( however i wish one day I could because that is one thing I Want to do that as my personal achievement )
I am a person who is adventurous and still has my fear and worried ...
I am vain and yet try to be humble....
I am materialistic and yet don't want people to think I am spoiled brat....because I appreciate beauty whether it's nature or luxury item
fashion is a cut throat industry but i believe there is good and never always gossip and politics...
To never forget where I come from ....and always remember your values and not ever change because of greed or success
afterall whats life without taking a risk and to let your heart skip a beat once in a while...
at least if I FAIL I will whisper myself ...at least I have tried and share my personal experience to influence or educate someone ...

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Haus Of Jìn | Lim Jin sung

Image
金 Haus of Jìn | Lim Jin Sung you must be wondering what is Haus of jin .....that is a brand that i wish for my own in-house design or even my company that i will build one day ....why haus of jin?well let me explain haus are derived from the german word house simple enough and to show my work whether is artwork, fashion and lifestyle it doesnt matter all I want it to be are just IDEAS AND WORK that i want to create base on my interest and passion....how i will execute it is all take place in the haus of Jin where ideas/sharing/learning/process/ execution are made Jīn 金 , literally means "gold which also my chinese/korean name lim jin sung ( this is one way to pronounce my name. Why jin 1)well it has history which i belive that a company required strong history and culture to succeed 2)gold somehow is good presentation of value as money is just a piece of paper ....gold are used as alternative to show their wealth = I feel resembles luxury 3) G
Read more

My aspiration

what is your aspiration? Most people do not know what is their aspiration in life. some may want to be rich and not worry  some wanted to be famous... every person I believe has something deep in their heart but certain factor made us harder or never to pursue it  in the end, we live in the stigma of the repatative 9-5 job, surviving to pay the bills and a cycle of never-ending work that will never end. for what purpose? work never ends but our time is....   and we ask our self..... is this aspiration was based on what your parents, lover or the society around you want.... are you living your life for yourself or for others... just remember you have only one chance ..... do make it worth...  so now let me ask you the question again....  but allow me to to restructure the question....  if money was not an issue what would your true aspiration be? In 2017, I left the corporate world because I was unable to go further working in a company which co
Read more

Never forget

Image
I still thinks about him every day. I tried dating but you still running on my mind Trying to forget someone who lived a tiny piece of your heart is much challenging  then I thought . I wishes you nothing but the best and the most happiness life can offer. You allowed yourself to push me aside because it was the best for us . The future is unknown as we can only learn from past and enjoy the presence. I didn’t want things to end, but he knew he had to. You chose safety and what best for me . Was it a mistake? when we met the first time Was our decision Was more of burden and wrong timing But we both are two adult and I don't believe we make a mistake  We knew and we both took a leap , risked everything  and  all I  knew you were worth fighting for. But as the goes by You realise you wanted me to grow and love life, . And not wasted my life waiting for you ... But I believe that if two person was meant for each other One day,  it will happen ... but what I can de
Read more